LALALA.

I am blogging because i don't feel like sleeping and i still have work left undone but i just can't be bothered. Just finished off GP paper 2 and its enough, really. Enough for me to feel exhausted about life and complain about life.

Been thinking a lot recently, about life in SR if i didn't leave for MJ, and how my testimonial might have changed but my studies might also be lousier? I don't know. NOTE: i am not saying that SR sucks in education (in fact i think otherwise) but being a character i am, i would most likely slack my way through life in JC because like what Mr Ng says, i would be complacent. And i can assure you, it will happen to me.

But whatever, its too late to turn back the clock and i don't think SR would accept me, someone who might be deemed as being 'ungrateful'. I don't care, maybe, or maybe i do. I don't know. Things are spinning out of control and i find difficulty in coping with my studies. Jc is the path i chose, so if theres anyone to blame, its me.

I am not fantastic, not perfect and NOT hardworking. What can i do? Nothing? I don't know seriously. Maybe i should learn to be contented. Or maybe i am slowly sinking into depression like what some members of my clique are already feeling. There are too many maybes, too many buts and too many i hate this, i hate that.

On a brighter note, i finally went out last weekend to Bugis with Jiehui, Jingyi and Cindy (cai pao). Before that was celebration for my brother's 14th birthday on Friday @ some restaurant in Bedok or Tanjong Katong? I don' t know but the service was quite bad in the sense they wanted to 'chase' us out when we finished our food because people were flooding in their restaurant so they are kind of desperate for tables to seat the people but to the extent of being so swift in their actions when we asked for the bill and when they know we finished our food and quickly cleared our table? I don't think so.

Quite happy to be going out on weekends as the past weekends i had was spent on CIP work, sleeping, resting, doing homework, mugging and studying for tests etc etc. Too many to list. Saw Yinghui near Kinokuniya there haha. Reminds me of all my friends in SR. Hai. Yinghui still looks the same haha, and he went to Kinokuniya with his friend to look at comics? So typical haha. Then we shopped around and we ALL bought earrings @ Fresh Profusion at bugis street.

Ate Long John Silvers and Jiehui and Jingyi commented i had 'fate' with this girl, because we all met her earlier at Yoshinoya when Jingyi and Caipao was eating their lunch and we met her again @ Long John because i wanted to eat it for dinner =S

Yay, what a long entry and it consists of my summarised thoughts and ongoings. =)

yet another boring weekend.

Yup. Today is Saturday. Yet another boring weekend to stay at home. I just don't feel like going out. There is SPA this week. When i don't have tests, i have some official examination. Cool right?

Whatever, this blog entry is basically crap just popping out of nowhere because i feel like blogging. Haha. Been playing lots of audition and i do feel bad about it. I am in JC hello -_- Not enjoying my life. But studying for my future.

And the number of subpasses and fails i have is really a LOT. I need to do something about it seriously. Pw group has been announced and they said it was random?!?! I so don't believe it. It looks un-random to me, but whatever, i shall not complain because it is a pretty good group.

I miss SRJC and the crazy days we had. >.< Jiayou everybody! May we be re-united again in university =D Haha. And i love 7 duo hua!~ Not the band but my clique~ *off to crap again*